Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in arcseed's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 16th, 2006
1:12 am	Excuse me. Excuse me. Jesus fucking Himself up the arse. Much better. (Comment on this)
1:07 am	adam ra. Vile. Vile is the word. 'Evil' doesn't get it, 'wicked' doesn't quite get it, but 'vile' manages to convey the connotation of the Hebrew word 'ra'. I had forgotten just how bad that was. And how there was that feeling that 'well, y'know, we've got these poor saps believing they're under our control, why don't we torment them some more with something barely justified by some tenuous connexion with the prison experience.' Jeebus fuck. And that guy was president of the APA. Jee. Bus. Fuck. I'm comforting myself by reading Survival in Auschwitz. Which is the best Holocaust book ever written, but still. Jesus fucking himself up the arse. (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 11th, 2006
11:38 pm	..Did We Dance a Whispered Waltz, Did I Hold You in My Sight... Oh, godsfuck. I find myself utterly devastated that a certain woman was at neither Friday nor Sunday dance. And I'd written her off months ago when she'd stopped coming, but I saw her again last week. And I was seriously gonna try talking to her this time. Really. And-- like, I've seen how she looks at me, felt how she dances with me, I know she's interested. But when I've tried talking, she dodges, said things that reply, but don't really give me good ways to reply in turn. Which probably means she's as shy as I am. Which means in turn that I need to take initiative. Which I suck ass at, being painfully shy. Sigh. And I've decided I really can't count on her continuing to show up, that next time I see her I need to get her digits... (Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
4:52 pm	Woooo! Amazingly good weekend. Wonderful music, wonderful dancing, wonderful people. Plus: sunburn, thunderstorms, got my heart broke, rainbows, did I mention sunburn, interesting new people, got my heart unbroke, and lots and lots of great music. More here later. Enjoying civilization for a bit first. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, September 10th, 2004
4:36 am	Unhiatus. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
2:31 am	_mike went and added the Brad DeLong feed to his friendslist.  I like DeLong, but I prefer to read him at his site, and he posts frequently enough at great legnth to make the frendslist useless for reading (almost all) the ljs I wanna read.  So I had to up and make myself a friendslist. I still don't like lj.  I still won't post here. (Comment on this)
Monday, July 14th, 2003
9:06 pm	Grr. I don't like lj. Go visit my pitas page. (1 Comment |Comment on this)