urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arcseed arcseed arcseed 2006-06-16T05:14:02Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arcseed:1866 2006-06-16T05:14:02Z 2006-06-16T05:14:02Z Excuse me.<br /><br />Jesus fucking Himself up the arse.<br /><br />Much better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arcseed:1597 2006-06-16T05:07:12Z 2006-06-16T05:07:12Z Vile. Vile is the word. 'Evil' doesn't get it, 'wicked' doesn't quite get it, but 'vile' manages to convey the <a href="http://www.prisonexp.org">connotation</a> of the Hebrew word 'ra'.<br /><br />I had forgotten just how bad that was. And how there was that feeling that 'well, y'know, we've got these poor saps believing they're under our control, why don't we torment them some more with something barely justified by some tenuous connexion with the prison experience.' Jeebus fuck. And that guy was president of the <a href="http://www.apa.org">APA</a>. Jee. Bus. Fuck.<br /><br />I'm comforting myself by reading <i>Survival in Auschwitz</i>. Which is the best Holocaust book ever written, but still. Jesus fucking himself up the arse. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arcseed:1353 2006-06-12T03:38:39Z 2006-06-12T03:38:39Z Oh, godsfuck. I find myself utterly devastated that a certain woman was at neither Friday nor Sunday dance. And I'd written her off months ago when she'd stopped coming, but I saw her again last week. And I was seriously gonna try talking to her this time. Really. <br /><br />And-- like, I've seen how she looks at me, felt how she dances with me, I <b>know</b> she's interested. But when I've tried talking, she dodges, said things that reply, but don't really give me good ways to reply in turn. Which probably means she's as shy as I am. Which means in turn that I need to take initiative. Which I suck ass at, being painfully shy.<br /><br />Sigh. And I've decided I really can't count on her continuing to show up, that next time I see her I <b>need</b> to get her digits... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arcseed:1059 2005-07-25T20:58:24Z 2005-07-25T20:58:24Z Amazingly good weekend. Wonderful music, wonderful dancing, wonderful people. Plus: sunburn, thunderstorms, got my heart broke, rainbows, did I mention sunburn, interesting new people, got my heart unbroke, and lots and lots of great music.<br /><br />More <a href="http://arcseed.pitas.com">here</a> later. Enjoying civilization for a bit first. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arcseed:882 2004-09-10T08:36:57Z 2004-09-10T08:36:57Z <a href="http://arcseed.pitas.com/">Unhiatus</a>. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arcseed:527 2003-12-17T07:35:27Z 2003-12-17T07:35:27Z <p><span class='ljuser ljuser-name__mike' lj:user='_mike' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://users.livejournal.com/_mike/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://users.livejournal.com/_mike/'><b>_mike</b></a></span> went and added the Brad DeLong feed to his friendslist.&nbsp; I like DeLong, but I prefer to read him at his site, and he posts frequently enough at great legnth to make the frendslist useless for reading (almost all) the ljs I wanna read.&nbsp; So I had to up and make myself a friendslist.</p> <p>I still don't like lj.&nbsp; I still won't post here.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arcseed:511 2003-07-15T01:07:25Z 2003-07-15T01:07:25Z Grr. I don't like lj. Go visit my <a href="http://arcseed.pitas.com">pitas page</a>.